The path to a new phase

24th Mar
I sent out my resume to a company that my friend had refer me to.

26th Mar
Finally back to work from a long leave. Work was in a mess. Pissed me off. Whate have these people been doing all these while? THis is simply crazy. Driving me up the walls. So much wanna leave. But suddenly, this phonecall came. The phonecall that changes my life.

27th Mar
I responded to the and ran away from work to this company in raffles place.
Pass the interview I guessed. So nervous and worried. I have to make a decision fast fast.
I seeked help from experts to make sure, everything will be alrite.

28th Mar
First thing in the morning, I submitted my resignation letter with only 3days notice.
Not possible. Nope. There's no wrong calculation, breach, whatever... The lousy people came down to talk to me basically wasting my time. I came prepared. I found myself more confident when dealign with their lame and unprepared questions. No choice. They have to let me go. Their own mistakes, inefficency and the habit of taking things and people for granted. I actually finally got to tell off my lousy supervisor. I make my superiors speechless.
I have officially resigned on this very day.

29th Mar
Hurrying and hurrying to do a handover as good as I can. Hurrying and hurrying to have a farewell lunch with as many of my dear colleauges as I can.
Whole day hurrying and hurrying...

30th Mar
The final day has come.
Hurrying and hurrying.
I told off that lousy supervisor consecutively for 3days. Itchy ass.
Rushing to go over as much stuff as I can with the new guy.
But I can tell, it's no use. There's too much. The poor guy cannot handle. I believe he's gonna take months to really settle down. I have to say, he's not good enough. Not that I wanna say I am the best. But it's because, the operation systems had been done up by me, smoothen by me. Nobody other than me can do a better job unless trained by me for a sufficent time period.
I don't even have time to bid a proper farewell with my colleauges. I bought a nice brownie cake. I have to get someone to cut for me. I literally run about the office to distribute the cake and bid a hasty good bye.
I'm very upset about it.
There's so many things to do and so little time left.
But, it's all over now.
It's all over now.

31st Mar
Here I am, reflecting on the past week events.
It all happened in a flash.
I know I grab the opportunity and my dear friends are very supportive of my decision.
Thank you all.
Thanks for being my friend.
I'm glad I could be there and work with everyone of you(not the old employer, it's the clients).
It had been a wonderful and memorable experience.
Sorry, I have to go. But I'm heading to a new phase of life.
Thank you for all the blessings.

Thank you.

We'll meet up soon wouldn't we?

*hug*
Take care all.

Bye for now...

Reluctance...

The day is coming soon. No matter how reluctant I am, I have to make a choice. To stay or not to stay.

You guys make it hard for me to leave willingly. I know. When it's time to go, it's time to go.
I made up my mind and I hope to stick to that decision.

If it's good enough to satisfy me, I'll stay.

If the outside is more attractive, I'll go.

Shed a few tears. Say good bye and we'll meet up again other day.
It should be this way isn't it?

It's been one full year.
Seen lots of changes here and there.
Heard lots of promises here and there.

How will things go from now?

The day is getting nearer and nearer.
But I feel nowhere near to the future.
It's getting scary.

I feel so weak.
Where have all that strength and courage go?
I'm scared.

You don't understand. Who can I talk to?
Just talking aimlessly to the cyberspace.
That's just it isn't it?

Action do speaks louder than words.
What kind of actions to take now?

I'm just sitting back and wait.
Was told there's 2 types of people: 1st kind wait for things to happen, 2nd kind make things happen. I belongs to the 1st kind.
Yes, I do have a choice. To make things happen. I have no confidence.
I just don't dare to...
Just don't dare to.
I don't dare to...

People are born to make choices and decisions.
I hate to do both...
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