Lingering in my mind

Right now, the desire to dance is so strong, that it occupies every single space in my mind and overwrites the previous command to study for next week test.

What stir awake the desire again?

An invitation to watch a German Ballet troupe performing in S'pore. It stirred the desire once again. That desire was asleep for quite sometime.

I told her that it would be nice to have a ballet buddy to go to class with. Am I be able to join her? I have so much on hands already. I know some things can wait. But I felt an urgency to do all these stuffs at once. It's so overwhelming. I'm taking more than I can handle.

I must be crazy...

1 small step from me, 1 big leap for my future~

Title sounds like copycat's work. :p

Anyway, I finally made a choice. To make this choice, I have to scarifice certain things, like entertainment expenses(no more shopping and etc...). What did I actually do?

All started because of this module I'm taking now. Banking and Finance. I wanna learn more about investments. How to make the right choice and make $ grow and grow. I'm a low risk taker. Low incomer earner, I can't afford to lose my capital. I don't want to stay this way all my life. I bought a investment link policy. It will helps wouldn't it. Wouldn't go into details. Too early to say. At least I finally took a small step towards my future.

There's more steps to take. But it's still not the right time yet. We'll see.

Looking forward to the future? I hope I really do...

I never regret..

Results out. Not that bad I guessed. A little blemish to my list of Ds. It wouldn't do much harm right?

Nearing the end of the course. Times flies. It seems just yesterday that I just started this course. Then I get to know these bunch of good classmates through project teaming. And from then on till now, we are still the best team. I never regret coming to this school, taking this course and getting to know this group of people.

Another thing. I don't regret coming to my present company to work. If not I wouldn't be in theis client's office and then get to know my lunch club kakis. With them around lunch and work becomes less sick. :p At least I know when I'm happy or sad, I'll have this bunch of friends there for me. I know they will be. I'm so glad to have met them.

I never regret changing from a night job to a day job. This change gave me a new life, more time. Eeverything becomes more normal. I can study, I can go out with friends after work, my weekends' not burn, I can go for gatherings, dinners, parties, etc. I can do a lot more things.

I never regret ending the last relationship. I have my freedom. I can enjoy my singlehood life just as I like.

I never regret telling someone I like that I like that someone.

I never regret spending most of my pay on X'mas presents. The presents however small, put smiles on the reciepients' faces. I like. I never regret staying up late wrapping the gifts and making cards. I put my efforts and wishes into them to be given to my friends.

I never regret to have jump out of the past and live the present life like I should have done before.

I never regret, I never regret...

The 1st entry of 2007

Hey hey! It's my 1st entry of this new year.

Everyone loves to ask what's every other ones' new year resolutions. Mine's very simple. My 2007 resolution is no resolution. Over the years, all those made resolutions were not fulfilled. No point making resolutions too. Things kept changing. I'll never be able to catch up. I have my own pace.

Anyway, Its gonna be a great year I hope. Things are gonna be falling in place soon. Life's gonna be better. Bonds are gonna get stronger. All the wonderful things in life are gonna happen.

The last day of 2006 had been great. Was with all my family and relatives. We had a wonderful birthday banquet for our Grandma. We had a wonderful karaoke session at Partyworld.

Took lots of photos. Wonderful memories kept in mind.

It had been a gorgeous 2006.
Looking back, I can tell myself. Well-done. Keep doing better.