School Stuff

One word. Disappointment. What caused the disappointment? Is it the test? Or is it myself? Was caught unawared. So disappointed. Maybe in myself. Why wasn't I more prepared? That's because I never expected it to happened.. Even the lecturer himself admitted that the test was tough and the chapter was supposed to be included. He said because the previous test results were bad, that's why he decided to give us MCQ this time round. Which in my(and many others)'s opinions, worse than the previous test. He himself agreed the test was tough. Contradicting right? How will I fare this time round? What does it feels like to fall off from the top? I can't even image.

Exams coming. No more surprises. I must get prepared for stuff not covered in lecturers.

History must not repeat again.

A rainy day blog

It's been a rainy afternoon. The sun took a break and hid behind the storm clouds. Well, he deserved a good break. Plan to go for a bit of technology hardware shopping. The rain's not gonna stop me from going. Really believe I need some of that tech stuff to call my own.

The past few days weren't very eventful. Did not go anywhere. Just stayed home to experiment with the magic of photoshop. Watched a bit of vcds. Chat with a bit of people. Surf a bit of net. Basically, just rot at home. But not today. Some activities planned. My Technology hardware shopping and some training class.

Watching through the window at the rainy scene. It's so cooling out there. It would be nice to run in the rain. But not today. Haven't have the time. Or maybe the mood?

Ocasionally, thinking of some stuff and some people. Rainy days brings lots of thoughts through my mind. As always.

Gotta go get ready for my only weekend activities.

Painful day

Today is a painful day. Endured backpain throughout the whole day. No idea what I did to incur the pain. The pain makes me really irritated.. The pain makes me feel naesous. Walk pain, sit pain, stand pain, bend pain, straighten pain. Wah lao! Then what should I do? See doc. Ya, I did. But still pain. Of course I know, doc ain't miracle healer.

Hope the pain will fade...

Time flew by

In a twinkling of an eye, time flew by. What have I achieved this time?

Day by day, grew old. :p Birthday over already. New age. Should be more mature. Am I? No idea. Depending on situations. A grown adult outside, a child deep within. But that doesn't mean I'm childish ok?

Day by day, I get nearer to finishing my course. Exams getting nearer. But I will work hard of course study smart for it. My dear distinctions (better still if it's high distinction), here I come.

Day by day, our friendship grew. Our daily bonding sessions are lunch and bits of gossips and lame jokes. I like my colleauges there. Far more better than my own company colleauges( oh other then the one who's stationed at the same company as me). But then it will come a time where people have to go. Must keep in touch with them. They are real nice, and real fun to be with.

Day by day, I miss him him even more. But I learnt not to pressure him and make space for each other. We'll see how things go. : ) I like to see him smile. It's a rare sight. :p

For my TKD, saddening... But I will not give up. I must be able to do the flying kick. I want to be tested just like the rest. I don't want to cut corner. Must train, must train, must train. I haven't been able to catch the tactic to attempt this kick. Next lesson, I'll get my fellow instructors?seniors to guide me.

As for now, as long as life goes on smoothly and peacefully, everyone healthy and happy, one should be satisfied. :)