Beauty lies skin deep?

Beauty lies skin deep. Often hear that. But how many people actually think this way? Who is the idiot who started this saying?

Today, someone said that wearing specs is my weakness. But, why? Why is it a weakness? I don't understand? Maybe someone will just say, it's just a comment. I can ignore it. But, I can't. I don't like. I don't bpther anyone by wearing specs. The one who's bothered should be me. Without specs, nothing is clear. My eyes often fall sick. In fact, my eye is sick now. Nobody understand the pain, the trouble. Wear specs=Ugly. Then tell me, those Stars. They wore specs. Are they ugly also? No. They are cute, charming, cool..whatever... How unfair?

Doesn't it occur to people making these kind of comments how hurtful it is? To them it's just a comment, an opinion. But to me? It hurts. As if I purposely want to wear specs. I've comments like:" You look disgusting wearing specs.","Teacher". Excuse me. Where did you guys left your brains? Have you ever thought about how I will feel?

Sometime ago, someone ask me go for LASIK because he dislike me wearing specs. He say I disturb his scenery. Excuse me. Why do I have to listen to you? Who are you?

Maybe I should just die. Then no one will have a chance to call me teacher, ugly...

Shallow...

I just can't ignore those comments. I just can't. It makes me wanna defend myself. But then if I do, I'll get reprimanded. I can't even defend myself. My pride... My self-esteem...

Can you please spare a thought for me?

What have I done wrong? Wearing specs is like being condemned.

I'm a normal person who just happened to be shortsighted. I like to be beautiful like anyone else do. Spare a thought for me please. Spare me your comments. I'm not interested to hear how you feel I should do. Think before you speak.

Leave me alone!

Seasons

It's almost two weeks into the new year but the weather gave me a X'mas feeling. It's pretty cold and wet these few days. No snow in S'pore of course. It's the rain. I don't really like to be in the rain now. I prefer to stay indoors, warm and cosy and watch the rain fall. Pittar Patter...

Wonder what it will be like to have 4 seasons? I've experienced winter. It's really cold. Gotta wrap myslef in at least 3-4 layers of warm clothings. With 4 seasons, it's also a great excuse to buy more clothes. Different kinds.You still gotta look pretty waering 4 layers of clothing isn't it?

So, here I am, typing away indoors with this cute little pup at my feet. Hearing the raindrops patering on the ground. It will be nice to have a cup of hot drink in hand now...