That's how fast people can change...
Things hasn't been going well. It all started on the 3rd day of CNY. It's amazingly scary how fast people can change. I wonder why... Does marriage means as much as only a game to people? It hurts to see someone whom you care for so depressed and upset. I get so fustrated trying to help. Desparately needed to do something to resolve the issue. But it keeps dragging on and on. It's not that easy. The damages it caused is scary. It involves one poor innocent soul who has yet to see the world. I hate the person who caused all these to happened and there he is pushing the blame all around. Sincerely not guilty,shameful and remorseful of his dirty deeds.
As if to make matter worse, hurtful exchange of words were said.Emotionally unstable I believed as she seek unorthodox help. Why isn't she hearing what I say? Why isn't she doing what the lawyer suggested? Till now she hasn't accept that there is no turning back. I'm quite angry at her for being so weak. I know I have to understand from her point of view. But this is getting way out of hand. It's too fustrating. What actually went wrong... Do things really have to turn out this bad? All I know, the chances of reversing everything is way to dim. But she is still hanging on... Even if there is a thin strand of hope left, she will hang on... How do I tell her that it is not the end of world? How do I tell her without the jerk, life can still be good?
I hate that jerk for all these. He acts as though he did nothing wrong. He and his smug look. How dare him! Although 2 months have passed, I couldn't get that anger off my heart. The damages just rippled on and on.
I wish for the day to come for all these to end...soon...Please...
*~*What goes around will comes around...We shall wait and see...Retribution will come.*~*