After years of neglect

My Dear Blog, have you miss me much? 
 
Was browsing through, it's funny to read what I have wrote. We were all young & lost once weren't we?
These years of neglect. Much had happened. How do I summarize them all in one post? Let's see.

Achieved some of my goals, mostly academically. Career wise, well... Some improvements pay-wise. But still lack of the recognition I am looking for. Lesser luck in relationships. Few guys along the way, but I guessed we were not meant to be.

For once, I thought I found 'The One', only to lose him due to my own stupidity. Too late for regrets for he is a married man now, I think. I learn or am learning to move on. Sometimes, he lingers in my mind. It's impossible to forget, but I have learned to accept. It has been easier nowadays. Too much going on in life, I have to keep moving on & on.

I'm not sure how things are going on now. Some uncertainties lurking always. But I guess I'll just have to take it as it comes.

I don't know what has been brewing in my mind. I'm having a lot of crazy thoughts & making crazy decisions. But hey, I only get to live once, so let me live my own life the way I wanted. I tell myself to follow where my heart goes. Sometimes, these stuff are illogical. But, who cares? 

There seems to be a special someone. Surrealistic person. Yes, I know this person might be reading. I often asked myself. Is this for real? Could this really be happening? Seriously? I'm in doubts at times. But there the person is. So real & vivid in my mind. Will this dream happen in real life? I hope I'll find out soon.



*~*~*Reality can be harsh. So am I.*~*~*