Another month has gone by

Ya, another month has gone by pretty fast without me realising it till it's gone. Here I am, still stuck in the mud. Unable to get out. Or is it unwilling to get out? I'm not even sure of anything. What should I do? Things often don't go as plan. Hmm.. But I don't really for plans for anything. No plans=no hopes=no disappointment?

Sometimes, I get into situations where I can't tolerate. However hard it is to stay, I managed to stay on. Thanks for the endurance I've built over the years. Wasn't like before. Sometimes too rash. Ever been in situations where you wanna blow up and get everything off your chest? I did. But, best part. I couldn't do as I wish to. All the pride and tolerance pushed to limits. I really hate to be in these kind of situations. Who would?

Under the mercy of others(sometimes there's no mercy at all), you'll have to keep away your pride, and tuck those tempers away. A good kind of training huh.

I missed going to classes. No just any normal class. My dance. Once my passion(was it not?). Once my love. Why did I gave it up? Where was my brain then? What was I thinking? People always asked me why I gave up. How am I gonna answer them if I myself have no idea at all? Can you all please stop asking me? It doesn't occur to anyone that it hurts me alot does it? Being concern is not the best reason. Give me some room to breathe.

Aren't there any hopes of logging more happier stuff........