When will You ever understand?

WHy can't you understand what I am trying to say? How can I get my point across to you? How do I tell you this is not going to work? Not for me. No way! Please! Grow up and be like a responsible adult. I can't take these nonsense anymore! It's so damn irritating! I believed I have suffered enough! Take your nonsense and go if you cannot behave like an adult! You are not a kid. I don't want to look after a guy who behaves like a spoilt child. I can't get security from you. Can you please please. Grow up or go away! DOn't come threaten me with your nonsense. I had enough! I mean it! I HAD ENOUGH!!!!!

A new life...alone?

Hi my Dear Blog,
It's been quite a while since I updated you isn't it? Well, I, I just don't know what to do. I don't wanna think, I don't wanna do anything. Basically, just running away from problem, running away from making decision. I was so lost. Everywhere, no directions, no guide.. I don't know where to go. Left or right? Run or hide? Face or don't face...
Finally, last friday. I been forced to face it and deal with it. Settled. Is it really settled? When I think of it, my heart feels so painful, tears threaten to drop. Hold back hold back. Cannot. I cannot be this weak. I wasn't this weak before. Is it because I used to havd someone protect me, that's you I can't hold on myself?
Now that I am alone, I have to learn to bring up my defence and be strong, once again.
Please don't get hurt anymore. My heart is telling me this. She's unable to take it.
I don't wanna face the pain again. I don't want to......

Finally...

Finally both presentations are over. For management... Nothing special. Marketing is the more exciting and nervous one. Today was the day for Marketing presentation. All of us are so nervous. Some hiccups here and there. At the end of it, best part. Lecturer say we had a good report, presentation wasn't too bad, but could have been better, But he say we wouldn't score less than 30. The overall total is 40. So that means we did pretty well. We can finally concnetrate on our exams which is next week. How stress... :p

Work days+School days

Last week, a understudy was send to me for training. However, I found that it's a total waste of my time. He has no interest and patience+punctuality. He also leaves very early. he shouldn't be here at all. Anyway, I don't wish to say much now. When someone ask, then I'll feedback on this.
Work is as per norm. Nothing extraodinary. Peace is what I wish to have always at work.
After work, every Tues and Thurs I'll hurry to school, sometimes with Jenny who works in the nearby tower. :)
Projects due, presentations coming, exams arriving. How stress can I be? I don't know. Just trying to do my best. I wanna score.
HAiz...