Ending symbolises the start of a new beginning.

How to do a decent ending so that I can have a clean start to begin with? Come to think of it, I hardly get a decent ending for some of the stuff. Upsetting... But what's a girl's gotta do, she's gotta do. Oh well, I'll just have to take it as it comes. Hopefully, the silver lining will show in the end. Life's full of uncertainty and it starting to put lots of worries in my mind.

Always worrying about this and that. What is it gonna be like there? What will happen back here? Can I go in peace(not as in dying)? Will I be able to tie up all the loose ends in time? Starting to get a little tired. Lots of persistance and determination is the what I need to get through all these. It's always up to ownself... Want it or want it not.

Often ask myself a lot of questions that I don't know if I can answer them. Stupid? No, Ice-cream Man said ignorance does not mean stupid. Why bother asking so many questions and get upset? Crazy.

I need to tune my mind towards positivity. Come on sunshine & laughter. Everyday is gonna be a great day. Life is too short to waste over darkness and tears. Brighten up~ Cheer up~ Don't end 2008 with sadness. It's gonna be a decent ending and a bright and clean start for 2009. Less than 2 months to go. Work hard on it. It is not gonna be just a dream. I must make it happen.


*~*~*想雨般的轻轻落下--->那是昨天流下的泪水。今天的我，试着不再轻易落泪。*~*~*

世界下起雨

天不做美，下起了雨。在这绵绵细雨的下午，心里正在想着烦人的事。

因该试着把心结打开，始放那被压抑已久的心灵。好想无优无虑的在天空翱翔。人世间太多烦恼。活得不快乐。

谁能点亮这条又黑又孤独的路? 好想哭。哭完了已后会变得快乐吗? 如果会，好想大哭一场。

希望很快就会雨过天晴。


*~*~*世人一生到底在追求什么?*~*~*

Depression sinking in

The world economy is sinking into depression... So am I.

The past few while haven't been an easy time. Things didn't go like they were supposed to be. But what are things suppose to be anyway? Peaceful? Simple? Plain? Exciting? Fun? Eventful?

I don't know. It's just not a happy life like before. I don't like this kind of life. But, I have the choice to choose and make the kind of life I want isn't it? Why am I not doing that? I feel powerless... I don't like it.

*~*~*The Sun will shine again tomorrow...If it is not raining...*~*~*