Lingering in my mind

Right now, the desire to dance is so strong, that it occupies every single space in my mind and overwrites the previous command to study for next week test.

What stir awake the desire again?

An invitation to watch a German Ballet troupe performing in S'pore. It stirred the desire once again. That desire was asleep for quite sometime.

I told her that it would be nice to have a ballet buddy to go to class with. Am I be able to join her? I have so much on hands already. I know some things can wait. But I felt an urgency to do all these stuffs at once. It's so overwhelming. I'm taking more than I can handle.

I must be crazy...