Some thoughts.

It's raining. It's near X'mas... It's supposed to be a jolly season. Here I am. Feeling extremely down. A knife just pierced into my heart. The pain... It's unbearable. My tears fell like the rain.

Am I so worthless? I'm not worthy of anything. Am I fated to be alone? Is this retribution? Santa Claus must have felt I'm haven't been good this year, so he took away my gift instead.

The rain. Why can't it wash away the sadness? Does it just add on to my tears?

How am I supposed to think now? How am I supposed to survive now? What am I supposed to do now?

The sudden pain hit me hard that I lost my sense of direction. I'm Lost... Help me...

Help me... ...