Hmm...After birthday thoughts

After birthday. I have fallen sick. I don't. Is it flu? Stomachache? A painful eye that seems to be punched by someone? Hmm.. What is wrong with me? Always so weak. Other than all these, the rest of the stuff is pretty alrite.

Read some long posts/arguments from a link in my friendster bulletin. Had thoughts. Felt the same. Happened to me. Can't help feeling sad. Why is it like that? Are they really cheaters? I'm not sure. I don't know enough to comment too much. But I really dislike they way they 'encourage' ' pyscho' people to join. It's too ruthless. Nonsensical stuff. Make me feel like punching their faces when they talk to me. If it weren't they are my 10years+ friends... That's the sad part. They are my friends. I don't wanna lose my friendship because of some MLN,SLN... whatever N that is.

Haiz.. Don't wanna say so much. Hate to even think or remember it.