New start?

It's been a pretty cool day today. Been drizzling whole day. I like it. I love the wind that comes with it. I stood by the ktchen window and stuck out my head to feel the wind. So refreshing. The plants and grass all so green. Nourished by the sun and add in the rain. They look as refreshing as I am when I felt the wind blowing against my face and tossing my hair.

Yes! Good news. No longer eating just air. Have a job. Good location. Satisfactory pay. Alright environment. Nice boss. Pleasant collegues.Flexible schedule. Kinda dislike the customers there though.. Irritating. Kept calling me 'teacher'. Just because I wear specs doesn't mean I'm a teacher. It's quite insulting. Teacher is not a disgraceful occupation. But the way they put it means I look nerdy and ugly. Those typical spinster teacher. I hate it! I have my pride. I refused to have my pride step on. Try me. Attack me and I'll defend and counter-attack back. Wouldn't leave much room for you idiots to run. Better move away asap from me, or you'll have no chance.

Another good news. Though not closely related to me, but it's a piece of good news. A close friend of mine just become an uncle. His sister just gave birth today. A pretty baby boy with lots of hair. Can't wait to share his joys tomorrow when he will be showing me photos of this little baby boy. He's been excited the whole week when he got news that his sis will be giving birth this week.

Bad news. Mom asked for my input to the household expenses. I just started work. Where will I have the $? Everyone kept thinking got job=got $. Stupid! I just started. Not started for a long long time. Everyone always wants a share of my $. I'm not earning thousands. I'm only getting mere hundreds. Take my life. That's all I have....................... I'm the one earning the least in the whole family. Even my brother has more than me. Why not ask form my sis? She's been out working for more years than I am. Why not her? Why me?

I hate $. But I can't do without it. I hate it!!!!!