It's getting cold.

What is getting cold? The weather? The food? No. It's the passion. The relationship. I felt it getting colder and colder. What had changed? It's just cooling off. I'm not sure why. How do I let it get warm up again and have sparks flying off? Is it just me? Or is it him? Or is it us? Have I not try hard enough to keep it going? Or have I already let it go? Why do I feel more resentment and unhappiness instead of love and happiness?

I have a feeling, it lies with me.. It's me. Are there so much changes that the once beautifully fitted jigsaw no longer fit. It has become a puzzle with missing pieces.

I don't wanna hurt him. He has been very nice and good to me. But the feelings isn't same. How do I tell him? How do I express my feelings and thoughts without hurting him? Is this only for a short while? Or the changes are permanent? Is it like before?

I read once from somewhere. When you felt the relationship is cooling off. Passion sparks no longer fly. What should you do? Think about how you have fell for each other? What was it that attracted you to him? What was it you like about him? What past memories had you shared? Maybe it will re-ignite the passion sparks. Does it really works? I did smile a little when i thought of the honeymoon period. But it doesn't really help much.

Was it because our oxygen is runing out? And elsewhere a greener pasture, when oxygen is abundant, attracted me like bee to honey.. Oh No! What am I gonna do?

Continue to indulge in tis sinful passion? Or let it go and return to that old arms? Alot of times, you it's wrong but you will still do it. Why? Why?

Help.....