Much to say...

Yet another sad story. As always. Did have happy ones, but they were soon overshadowed by the storm clouds. Another storm threathen to darken my world. I thought the silver linings had shown themselves to me. The sun decided to shine on me again.. Unfortunately, another witch.. Lurking round the corner, had cast an evil spell. On who? Who else?

Just 4months. It seems like ages though. Good times pass by in a flash. bad times passed by even faster. That means, there's a lot in a short time... It's just isn't fair. One will ask," Why me?" Ya, I'll ask too. Why me? Again?! What did I do wrong this time?

I had admitted my faults and mistakes. I'm trying to work well again. But I need time. How many times have you complain already? How many times have you been plotting behind that smiling face? Is it just an act only?

I don't know why I should trust you or anyone again. The world is so fake. It's just full of masks and plots.

This incident makes me wonder. Is there really something wrong with me? I doubted myself too. It's not good. Where is that strong me? That defender in me. That always stand for myself me. Where have you gone to?

I don't want to complain like you did. I don't want to tear up that only strand of relationship linking us together. Don't you understand? I want to leave a road for us, so that we can face each other in future. Why do you wanna force me to do what you did? Maybe you feel it's right to do things that way. But did you ever think of the conseqenuces? It seems like a small matter to you. But it affects me a lot. Been through this backstabbing stuff once. It's horrible. Do you udnerstand how I feel?

I can't really find words to describe how I feel. I felt more disappointment than hatred. I'm dishearten. Things just have to be this way...

I feel so weak... What do you want me to do? You won already. Happy? Is that what you want? You are the important one, the hardworking one, the capable one. Happy!? Damn you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seems like you've got everyone to your side. I'm left alone to fend for myself. What can I do? Tell me. Someone...

Am I wrong to be here? Am I wrong to give up leaving? Should I leave? I don't feel needed here. I'm just a thorn. I'm out of place... I'm nothing...

What am I? :_(