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He. He said he's leaving. He's leaving for US for 2years if nothing tie him down. A good opportunity to advance his career. I have no reason to stop him from going. My reason will be very selfish. I encouraged him to go for his own sake.


He. He said his dream is to join the UN medic. He said if there's nothing that he can't put down, he'll go. A good chance to fulfil his dream. I have no reason to tie him down. So, I encouraged him to go.


Both. They matter to me. Shouldn't I let them go ? I don't wanna be the one to hold them back. I can't be the one to obstruct their future. I'm just a nobody. But they means alot to me. Only when people wanna leave do people realised their importance. How much they meant.


I. I wanna say to them. Go. Don't hestitate. I don't wanna be your hindrance. Spread your wings and fly. I know I can't but don't be held back by me. 'cause good opportunity doesn't always come to you. Deep down in my heart. I felt the pain. I really don't wanna choose. I don't know how. Sometimes, it's not a good thing to have choices. But still... Go... Go ahead and do what you want. Don't care about me.


I'll survive.....