Him.

I met him throught net. I met him one day in person. I met him again the next day. We kinda clicked. I wonder before if he's the one. I wonder how long can this last.

Now, I seldom see him. We seldom contact. I fear the distance. I fear I'll lose him.

He. He's nice. But I don't know how far can we go. I wanna keep him close. I. I don't know why. I got so much fears. Will he leave me if I choose to be with another? Will we no longer be friends?

I don't even dare to choose. What kind of life is this? I'm wasting his time and energy. I'm sorry..

I. I'm just a lost lamb.

Him. He's a diminishing guiding light.

Where do I go from here? I'm stuck. At a cross road junction.