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Today at work. I bought a pretty box with 3 pink glass angels in it from Precious Tots. They are too pretty to resist. My colleauge's comment was that, they have no expression. Coz, just the figure only wat. But, they seems to be asking me to buy them which eventually I did. I chose the angels over the fairytale horse carriage which I hope 1 day my Knight will come pick me up with.

I told a colleauge if I put too much deco on my desk, I'll have a hard time bring them home when it's time to leave the place. She said she doesn't want to give me any farewell card. Seriously not.
I'm so touched. I believe, when the time comes to leave, I'll surely cry. Crybaby. Ya, but I seriously can't bear to leave the place. Not because of the physical place itself, it's the people in it.

The bond is there. Been through many months of breakfasts, Monday blues, Weekend happiness, lunches, OT, gossips and chitchats..etc... We came a long long way together.

My contract is ending. I'm hesitating. Renew or not renew? What if the pay is really shit? I have to start all over again if I leave. New place, need to adapt once again... So tiring... So tiring...
Will I lose contact with the people here?
I don't want...

Tears well up in my eyes, swimming swimming...
I can't bear to leave you guys.