Recalling

Gone were those days where the only worry is about exams. Gone were those days where time is occupied only by school and dancing. Gone were those days where everything is so simple and happy. Now in the present. Things have changed. Am I able to cope with drastic changes? See? Even the weather is changing. It's getting chilly.

Miss the schoolling days. I get to see all my friends everyday. Unlike now. It's so hard to meet up with people. Everyone is always busy with something. Maybe the day I'll get to see most of my friends will fall on the day I die. Who knows? It's usually that occasion that people what is lost and gone, and will never be back.

Everyday, dragging lazy body and blurry eyes to the bus-stop. Waiting for bus with a friend. Go to school. Morning assembly at parade square. Climb stairs to class room. Finally, cooling fan. Boring classes+interesting classes=homework and dozing off. Hahaha.. Recess. Yummy~ Hungry. Noodles, soup, rice, sandwiches, drinks, tibits. Back to class finishing up the rest of the lesson. After school activity? Dance practices. Always preparing for performances and competition. Tiring and fufilling. Sometimes, depressed. But when the performance ended. I'll miss the practices. Went home and drop dead tired into the sofa. Shower and eat dinner. Do homework. Sleep and recalled the day that has just ended. Typical school day.

Quite routine. But at least there's much lesser worries. Now? worried about job, money, relationships. Started to think a lot more. Less naive. But the more I grow the lesser I know. The everchanging society. Paper certification overrules experience and sincerity. Money, the root of all evil. True. Pleasure must have been a possession of the devil. Money can buy most pleasure. Looks attracts pleasure. Unsightly beings are outcasted. Unfair is how the world works. The scales is never balance. There's always a heavier side.

The year is ending. What had been done had been done. What is over is over. What I can do now is to recall. What have I done all these while? It's time for the report card to be sign. My results? Failed. Job=F Money=F paper certification=F Friends=P Relationship=P Family=P Fun=P Memories(good and bad)= Distinction 3 of the more important subjects considered by this society: I failed with flying colors. Moral and civics subjects: I barely passed. But with some many things happened through this year, I have a lot to think and recall. Mental subject=Passed with outrageous flying colors.

Hoping the next year report card will be filled with happier colors...