The extension and beyond

Ya, the damn time has to be extended. What to do? Performance not at the satisfiable level. Have to just hang on for now. I wish I got more courage to do what I felt I could have done. It's just not the right time to do so. Felt awfully down for a while. An unknown tension hung in the atmosphere. Will it go away soon? It's hard to breathe.

Fortunately, away from there, there's one. One comfortable zone. Nice fresh air. Taking deep breaths again and again. It's nice to have a zone like that. I'm gladful for that. But will the zone someday fade away without warning? It's balancing pretty dangerously on the edge of a cliff. All it needs is 1 little push and off it plunges down into the darkness of the valley. I'm scared.

Once again, 1 blinking beacon appears. But then again, is it there for me to light up my path all the way till end? Will it vanishes as sudden as it has appeared? The future is filled with unknown. Planning just ain't enough. Lower my expectations so that I wouldn't get disappointed?

*~*~*Just this once. Don't take my light away*~*~*