It's Blue...So Blue...

It's a blue blue start for the week. Why does it have to be Monday Blues? Argh... I don't like to feel blue, nor green, nor yellow..etc. When I went work today, I don't even feel like smiling or talking. I just wanna do my work quietly, peacefully and wait for 5.30pm. I don't know why. I just can pick up my mood.

I used to go work happily although I dislike my company's management. It's the environment that I was placed in. It feels like a 2nd home. I dare say, most of the time I looked forward to work. I dare say, I put a lot of pride and efforts into the work there even though the work seems so unimportant and useless to my future career.

But now? The pride and effort seems lesser. I don't know why. The work now is pretty helpful maybe crucial to my future career. But my heart doesn't seems to be around at most times. Why? The difference is noticable. I wasn't this careless at work. Somehow, I kept making careless mistakes. It shouldn't be happening. I'm so disappointed in myself...

*~*My Angels & Fairy Elves.Please Help me find my cheerfulness (Happiness?) once again*~*